have you ever wondered how it is to look at yourself from your lover's eyes? that if you say that you love them so... can they say that they love you as much as you love them? not that i'm bitter or anything... but... it just occurred to me... that i am caught between the shadow of my lover, and the image of the one i love... what i do to the one who loves me... the one i love mirrors to me... unloved? yes.... maybe.... but how ironic it is that i long for him, and someone else longs for me the way i do to for the one i love... you may be getting confused here... but 'tis the true predicament that i am in... a conundrum, nevertheless, that i so resent... all i have to ask of him is to release me... just like someone else asked me to do so for him... i am but a fly trapped in a spider's web... caught in the maw of love's passing, depressed existence... loving, unloved... dead to my own life... angst...
Thursday, January 29, 2004
mAh prEvi0us p0sTs
They say Divas have attitude... well, do I?
"When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun, then you grow up and learn to be cautious; you could break a bone, or a heart.
You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you.
And in life, there is no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"
Carrie, thanks for this one...
"You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it."
she's just full of wonders, that miss Bradshaw... from her... "Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away."
another Carrie-ism... "Later that day I got to thinking about fairy tales. What if Prince Charming had never shown up? Would Snow White have laid in that glass box forever? Or would she have gotten up, spit out the apple, gotten a job and a health care plan and moved on with her life?"
Carrie speaks her mind... "While women are certainly no strangers to faking it - we've faked our hair color, cup size, hell, we've even faked fur. I couldn't help but wonder, has fear of being alone suddenly raised the bar on faking? Are we faking more than orgasms? Are we faking entire relationships? Is it better to fake it than be alone?"
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