my so called --- Angst...

"O shrieve me, shrieve me, holy man!"
The Hermit cross'd his brow.
"Say quick," quoth he, "I bid thee say—
What manner of man art thou?"

Forthwith this frame of mine was wrench'd
With a woful agony,
Which forced me to begin my tale;
And then it left me free.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

wild and running...

this freedom that you enjoy so much and hold dear... how long will it last? certainly not forever... because, as they say, nothing is meant to last forever. yet... another question imposes itself. when this freedom ends... what becomes of you? do i settle down? will i be tamed? will i be spoken for? attached? committed? will my caretaker be pleased? moreover, do i even have a pre-destined caretaker?

so many questions... none of which seem optimistic in terms.

what does your future hold? yet another inquiry... it is yet to end. your life has just been so full of questions... which are yours? now, here's one... what's wrong with me? maybe nothing is. maybe you're just not the marrying type, just like you once perceived of yourself. maybe you're singled out.

then comes miss Bradshaw...

"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they're supposed to run wild until they find someone -- just as wild -- to run with."

only thing is...

maybe i don't want someone to run with.

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: Name: Kyubey; Location: Narnia, Philippines

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They say Divas have attitude... well, do I?

"When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun, then you grow up and learn to be cautious; you could break a bone, or a heart.
You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you.
And in life, there is no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"

Carrie, thanks for this one...
"You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it."

she's just full of wonders, that miss Bradshaw... from her... "Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away."

another Carrie-ism... "Later that day I got to thinking about fairy tales. What if Prince Charming had never shown up? Would Snow White have laid in that glass box forever? Or would she have gotten up, spit out the apple, gotten a job and a health care plan and moved on with her life?"

Carrie speaks her mind... "While women are certainly no strangers to faking it - we've faked our hair color, cup size, hell, we've even faked fur. I couldn't help but wonder, has fear of being alone suddenly raised the bar on faking? Are we faking more than orgasms? Are we faking entire relationships? Is it better to fake it than be alone?"