i wonder if anyone is even reading this stuff... i wonder if anyone i know does... if there's one person who i'd like to read this stuff... it would be HIM... that son of a bitch has gotten the best of me... well... they all did anyway. maybe i'll just sing... i know i'll never love this way again. hold on... or else...
Friday, March 12, 2004
last night, i had to write in my diary to remember how i felt... ain't it funny how you used to treasure moments even when you were still a kid? it's nostalgia extreme! well.... here comes the sun.
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
this is fucked up... most of my friends are either graduating or doing their OJT's... me? im gonna be stuck at home doing nothin'... maybe i'd better do somethin' with my life... and fast... what d'ya think?
school's about to end... still in deep shit with my transcripts... hehe! still in deep shit with HIM... about to see more of his face now... deep breathing exercises needed... have to get slimmer... this isn't working...
well... ain't this quaint... surfing somewhere else... school's about to end... just shopped for clothes... have to keep up appearances in the summer time...
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
by Umameko
LinkiNg U 2 the 0utSide w0rLd
mAh prEvi0us p0sTs
- letters to africa
- today in history...
- separate compartments
- rut my word
- letters to africa...
- letters to africa...
- currency (the miniseries)
- castaway rant...
- The Perfect BF...
- currency (a miniseries)
aRchivEs
- 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004
- 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
- 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
- 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
- 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
- 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
- 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
- 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
- 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
- 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
- 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
- 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
- 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
- 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
- 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
- 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
- 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
- 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
- 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
- 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
They say Divas have attitude... well, do I?
"When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun, then you grow up and learn to be cautious; you could break a bone, or a heart.
You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you.
And in life, there is no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"
Carrie, thanks for this one...
"You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it."
she's just full of wonders, that miss Bradshaw... from her... "Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away."
another Carrie-ism... "Later that day I got to thinking about fairy tales. What if Prince Charming had never shown up? Would Snow White have laid in that glass box forever? Or would she have gotten up, spit out the apple, gotten a job and a health care plan and moved on with her life?"
Carrie speaks her mind... "While women are certainly no strangers to faking it - we've faked our hair color, cup size, hell, we've even faked fur. I couldn't help but wonder, has fear of being alone suddenly raised the bar on faking? Are we faking more than orgasms? Are we faking entire relationships? Is it better to fake it than be alone?"