my so called --- Angst...

"O shrieve me, shrieve me, holy man!"
The Hermit cross'd his brow.
"Say quick," quoth he, "I bid thee say—
What manner of man art thou?"

Forthwith this frame of mine was wrench'd
With a woful agony,
Which forced me to begin my tale;
And then it left me free.

Friday, May 07, 2004

it seems that i may have found someone new... someone that i'd never thought of falling in love with. and yet... talking to him, i find myself in someone's shoes... someone that i blew off, once or twice in my life. this is a very familiar, almost uncanny feeling for me... to feel this way again means i'll eventually go through the bruhaha of yet another, que horror, problematic love affair... my friend once told me... get someone who's not impossible. impossible? all men are impossible... not unless, by a swift stroke of luck that you find that one in a million guy that will love you as you love him... and i've seen that only once. and on another occasion, but it was a mishap... true, that at least this guy seems to be a wee more loose than HIM. but then... i can't help but wonder... what am i getting into if i get into it? he's been claimed by someone else, and honestly... that someone else doesn't look too friendly to me... here's dead gay man walking... well... at least this one's more... liquid...

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: Name: Kyubey; Location: Narnia, Philippines

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They say Divas have attitude... well, do I?

"When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun, then you grow up and learn to be cautious; you could break a bone, or a heart.
You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you.
And in life, there is no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"

Carrie, thanks for this one...
"You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it."

she's just full of wonders, that miss Bradshaw... from her... "Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away."

another Carrie-ism... "Later that day I got to thinking about fairy tales. What if Prince Charming had never shown up? Would Snow White have laid in that glass box forever? Or would she have gotten up, spit out the apple, gotten a job and a health care plan and moved on with her life?"

Carrie speaks her mind... "While women are certainly no strangers to faking it - we've faked our hair color, cup size, hell, we've even faked fur. I couldn't help but wonder, has fear of being alone suddenly raised the bar on faking? Are we faking more than orgasms? Are we faking entire relationships? Is it better to fake it than be alone?"